.almost.doesn't.count.

I sit here for hours playing the thought of you over and over inside my head,
I write this in tears because I don't know what I did or said,
The thought of you breaks my heart because the clarification isn't there,
Searching for answers within myself seems to get me nowhere,
I try to change my thought process and kinda erase you out of my mind,
They say the pain will subside but the tears constantly fill my eyes,
Falling for someone who doesn't love me seems to be the story of my life,
almost made you love me but the truth of the situation became to surface in time,
I think of all the time I knew you and all the times you made me laugh,
It cures the puncture momentarily then I wish for it back,
You can't make someone love you and you can't make them stay either, I'd hold my breath and ask for an explanation but I'd be sitting here forever,
I never asked to much of you and I thought you were falling to,
I never would have guessed your intentions were untrue,
I long for the morning I wake up and merely remember you existed,
But the thought of you won't go away, so now ill take the pain of the knife through my heart as your silence slowly twists it.
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