.almost.doesn't.count.

I sit here for hours playing the thought of you over and over inside my head,
I write this in tears because I don't know what I did or said,
The thought of you breaks my heart because the clarification isn't there,
Searching for answers within myself seems to get me nowhere,
I try to change my thought process and kinda erase you out of my mind,
They say the pain will subside but the tears constantly fill my eyes,
Falling for someone who doesn't love me seems to be the story of my life,
almost made you love me but the truth of the situation became to surface in time,
I think of all the time I knew you and all the times you made me laugh,
It cures the puncture momentarily then I wish for it back,
You can't make someone love you and you can't make them stay either, I'd hold my breath and ask for an explanation but I'd be sitting here forever,
I never asked to much of you and I thought you were falling to,
I never would have guessed your intentions were untrue,
I long for the morning I wake up and merely remember you existed,
But the thought of you won't go away, so now ill take the pain of the knife through my heart as your silence slowly twists it.
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.sweet.seduction.

I turn the lights down low then I walk toward you sprawled out on our bed,
Lying down beside you I kiss your lips and place one hand on your chest, the other on your head.
One of your hands is gently pushing my chin towards our kiss; the other slightly grips my hip,
The passion intensifies as pull me in close and our hands start to wonder,
You roll over top of me and kiss my collarbone you know what’s going to happen after,
I pull my arms around your neck and wrap my legs around your waist,
You get close to my ear and whisper that you "just wanna taste,
Clothes start coming off and our breathing is beginning to heavy,
I feel your lips kiss my chest down my belly then to a place only you see,
One thing leads to another and I "take you in my mouth" just the same,
Feeling you penetrate soon after makes my lips quiver out your name,
We begin making love and climax awhile after our passion peaks simultaneously,
I lay beside you open my eyes when the passion subsides go to kiss your lips and realize it was just a dream.