wish.right.now

*....can*we*pretend*that*airplanes*in*the*night*sky*are*like*shooting*stars*i*could*really*use*a wish*right*now*wish*right*now*wish*right*now....*

i read once that "the truth is hard to swallow, when you're choking on your pride.." i don't remember who said that but i just remember that... it's true...


i've got a knot in my throat and tears in my eyes, because its really getting hard getting out the goodbye.. its hard leaving people behind, that have touched your soul in some way, the crazy thing is i know him but never met him.. i probably sound insane.. but whatever this effect is that he has on me, its just a little to intense. because i should be strong in my own way and he shouldn't affect me like this. how do you change it though, how do you shake it off.. they say we aren't meant to chose what we feel for someone, when we close our eyes.. thats why our winged baby cupid shoots arrows with closed eyes... not knowing where his arrow goes.. or whom it may hit.. he pulls back on that bow and *pow* that is it.. dazed and confused we walk around until we find someone who lights the spark within us.. a moment can change our life and one person can set our souls to bliss.. no matter the situation or the circumstances, we cannot control it. just have to forget our head and follow our heart, you chose not whom you get. cupid, stupid cupid, leave your arrows in there sack, because now I'm wishing for a wish to have the power you have so i can shoot the person you made me care for, back.