.quote.of.the.day.

"Joseph Conrad once wrote: 'Who knows what true happiness is, not the conventional word.. but the naked terror. To the lonely themselves, that wears a mask, the most miserable outcast hugs some memory.. or some illusion.'

.quote.of.the.day.

"These violent delights have violent ends and in their triumph die... like fire and powder which as they kiss, consume....."

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has someone ever walked into your life and you felt an instant connection? 3 hour phone calls, connections through the day, smiles of just the thought of them? who the first person you think about when you wake up? has in an instant that suddenly changed? have you ever looked at a picture of someone and saw so much more then they are actually "showing"? i mean beauty is waaaay more then sking deep. have you ever wondered if the person you are thinking about is thinking about you? how many times do you think about that person through the day? to many to count? yeah, i get it. the feeling is overwhelming and surreal. but what does it mean? are you scared youre going to be let down? scared to drop that guard you keep up, afraid the other person might not accept everything you have to offer? have your insecurities ever pushed someone away so far that you cant pull them back? how do you approach a situation as such and not be scared? i truely dont know, but im willing to find out.

.quote.of.the.day.

"Nathanial Hawthorne once wrote: No man, for any considerable period, can wear one face to himself -- and another to the multitude, without finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true."

.american.honey.

She grew up on a side of the road
Where the church bells ring and strong love grows
She grew up good
She grew up slow
Like American honey

Steady as a preacher
Free as a weed
Couldn't wait to get goin'
But wasn't quite ready to leave
So innocent, pure and sweet
American honey

There's a wild, wild whisper
Blowin' in the wind
Callin' out my name like a long lost friend
Oh I miss those days as the years go by
Oh nothing's sweeter than summertime
And American honey

Get caught in the race
Of this crazy life
Tryin' to be everything can make you lose your mind
I just wanna go back in time
To American honey, yea

There's a wild, wild whisper
Blowin' in the wind
Callin' out my name like a long lost friend
Oh I miss those days as the years go by
Oh nothing's sweeter than summertime
And American honey

Gone for so long now
I gotta get back to her somehow
To American honey

Ooh There's a wild, wild whisper
Blowin' in the wind
Callin' out my name like a long lost friend
Oh I miss those days as the years go by
Oh nothin's sweeter than summertime
And American honey
And American honey

.song.of.the.week.

one of my favorite artists ever is India Arie. her music holds such truth and passion. every single time i hear this song i am just taken to another place that reminds me that anyone i want in my life has to want me in theres. that beauty is way more than skin deep and that family is by far the most important thing to possess. always love! hate is to big of a burden to carry and it really does bother the hater more than the hated. so let go of all the disappointments and know that people are going to let you down and people are going to walk away but try to learn a lesson from the situation. swallow your pride and move on. also dont judge people and never get angry to quickly and live each day knowing that if God brings you to it, he will bring you through it. we all have battles to fight just remember that theres always someone fighting a harder battle and there is so much truth in the saying "this to shall pass".

.quote.of.the.day.

" You must love yourself before you have the
audacity to love someone else"

.quote.of.the.day.

"in a relationship you have to accept the other person for... all of what they are. and not just the parts that are easy to like... and youre stupid if you turn your back on something as important... as... love"